What am I thinking......?????

dah berhabuk dah bersawang dah sort of terabai sian blog ni hahaha banyak alasan boleh dibagi tapi biarlah semua nya jd simpanan diri sendiri maka inilah simbolik nya menyapu sawang2 di blog ini :)

hehehe disebabkan kehebatan team bola Malaysia, maka PM telah declare hari ini sebagai hari cuti... sungguh syiok spent the morning lazily with the kids and hubby... so terima kasih kepada team bola (Safee Sali, KFCM and the others) for all your hardwork and let us have a longer weekend :)

3 weeks ago...oh no... 4 weeks ago... erina got stye ( ketumbit ) on her right eyelids, at first I thought it was mosquito bite so I just ignore it for a few days. then after a week, it still did not recede or getting bigger so I brought her to clinic. Due to some logistics issue, we went to a not-so-favored clinic. The GP said "Oh! Ketumbit ni, baru seminggu. Takpe. Kalau dah lebih sebulan still tak hilang lagi then please consult eye specialist". Disebabkan the visit was paid by company's insurance, the clinic was sure to overpaid by prescribe my daughter eye drops AND PARACETAMOL. WTH!!! Saya yang buta medicine ni pun tau paracetamol is for fever not for ketumbit. But the clinic assistant said "kalau demam". still wth!!! fast forward to today... the stye still there. I was at my mom's house this morning, still considering which eye specialist that we would like to consult with. Hubby want to go to clinic nearby so we bring Erina for another consultation w...

Hubby: Erina.... tolong ambikkan ayah pemadam pensel. Erina: Okay... (korek2 dalam beg pensel dia...pastu buka pensel box...pastu kuarkan pensel) Erina lari2 gi bagi kat hubby, pemadam dan pensel Hubby: Ayah nak pemadam je lah... Erina: tadi ayah kata nak pemadam pensel Saya: hehehe...erina ingat 'pemadam pensel' adalah 2 benda yg berlainan...

should I.... .... follow the pack or .... just be myself or .... try to blend in or .... try to participate or .... try to shine in why should I???

malam td, suh anak2 masuk tidur dulu, dan saya pun solat isyak didalam bilik mereka ( hehe solat isyak kul 10 mlm ) lepas tu sambung baca quran... kira sekali utk anak2 dengar sebelum tidur.... dah beberapa ayat, tengok2 aiman dah tertidur... dia tidur siang pun kejap sgt so mlm cepat sket tidurnya... erina still bermain2 bawah selimut... entah hapa2 dia bercerita sorang2.... saya teruskan pembacaan al-quran lagi... pastu dengar erina dah tukar cerita " A...ba... ta... sa...ja. .." ( dah macam membaca iqra', dia kira mcm shadow saya yg tgh membaca quran ) pastu tetiba " bismillahirahmannirrahim.... - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - allahuma bariklana fima razaktana wakina azabbannar...amin..." boleh dia baca doa makan sebelum tidur... hehehe nampak sgt dia tak tau nak baca doa lain :P

ye hari ni dah 3 muharram.... still awal tahun baru lagi kan.... hehehe... bagaimanakah anda menyambutnya? saya mulakan dgn membaca doa akhir tahun dan doa awal tahun (as usual) pastu pagi selasa tu tgk kat tv1 perhimpunan maal hijrah tu... so ada lah time persembahan nasyid tu, boleh saya masih ingat lagi lagu2 tu... hehehe rasa dah berzaman tinggalkan waktu sekolah... waktu sekolah agama je pun nyanyi nasyid2 ni... lagu ni so apakah azam anda di tahun baru 1432H ini? azam saya... simple je.... nak jd insan yg lebih baik :) azam yg baik kena lah yg measurable baru lah leh quantified tercapai ke tak kan... so disbb azam yg simple tu susah nak measurable... ni lah azam saya (sbg peringatan kpd diri sendiri) 1- menunaikan solat di awal waktu (hehehe no more combo2) 2- mengganti puasa seawal yg mungkin 3- menambah simpanan tabung haji (owh dah kena aim tahun bila nak gi haji ni) 4- membaca al-quran secara konsisten (kena paksa at least sehari baca +- 20 ayat gak) errrkkk cukup lah tu kang...